Saturday, September 7, 2013

Set the Genie Free



Adream is a wish your heart makes, when your fast asleep. In dreams you will lose your heart aches, whatever you wish for come true. Have faith and believe that someday, your rainbow will come shining thru. No matter how your heart is bleeding, if you keep on believing, a dream that you wish for come true.

I have wished for a lot of things, sadly I don’t think any of them came true. Regrets ? No, I am a person who believe that things happen for a reason, that there are no coincidences. What happens to us are results of our actions. One can not perform a task & deem that there are no consequences. The secret is in believing no matter how terrible things may be, it all happened for a good reason. 

There are moments in my solitude that I turn back the hands of time. I look back and think to myself, would it have been better if only I did this instead of this ? But No, if a genie would grant me 3 wishes, none of the wishes would be to go back and change the past. The past is done & over with, what matters is the future, my daughter’s future.  

I would never want to alter anything in my past because I would never want not to have my daughter Benz. I love her so much. She means the world to me. I was so afraid to have a child, I was afraid that I might not be able to take good care of her. I was afraid that because we were poor that we will not be able to give her a good life, a life that she deserves. She’s turning 8 years old this September, and I am a proud mom of a beautiful, smart, loving young girl. Like the song says, “ I must have done something good” because the kind Lord had blessed me with such a wonderful child. 

So 3 wishes, the genie might get impatient. I’ve watched too many horror & sci fi flicks that the 3 wishes scares me, “ nothing comes for free” – this is from Once Upon a Time, a cable series of Snow White’s Life but hey ! that’s magic, magic doesn’t come for free. These are wishes, a whole lot of difference between them. 

1st wish then, I wish to be eternally lucky, 2nd wish for my whole family to be healthy & perpetually sick free, 3rd wish – of course to set the genie free !