Monday, November 19, 2012

Nothing to look forward to . . . yet smiling


They say when it rains, it pours, well in my life there’s not just continuous rain, there’s already a flood turning into a calamity. I stopped working last year, and honestly I love every minute of my life being a mom. I cook, clean, wash the dishes, fold the laundry, take my daughter to school, tutor her. It’s the perfect life for me. Sad to say thou that my other half couldn’t say the same. He’s had a hell of a year working, he hates it, and by next month he will be jobless. Yes, my husband is being let go, he’s in sales you see, & he didn’t make quota. With all our efforts put together, still he didn’t make it and now with just 37 days to go before Christmas he will be jobless.

A lot of dilemma comes crashing to my mind, how will we eat, how bout my daughter’s tuition, what will we do !!! Would you believe that despite the crisis at hand I can smile. Yes, I think that I have finally, truly lost my marbles. With the pending predicament of going hungry & penniless this coming Christmas, their is yet happiness in my heart. Don’t look at me, I can’t explain why.